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Late June 2018

Ever been in a place where you feel like there has to be something more to life? Don’t get me wrong, I’m not discounting my faith or doubting my call from God. But sometimes just going through the motions of everyday life gets, well, boring. I have plenty of things to keep me busy, no worries there, I’m just thinking there has to be more that means something. Eternally fulfilling in the day-to-day.

As I write this I can feel the Holy Spirit tugging at my heart. He wants me to listen to Him and talk to Him more. To climb up in the Father’s lap and listen to His heart. Oh that I would slow down and stop busy-ing myself to spend time with Him! Reading His word to learn His heartbeat and see the eternal in everyday things.

I keep having dreams in which I become very bold and evangelistic for Christ. For those who know me personally, you’d probably be surprised to see that come from me. I’m not very verbal with strangers about my faith. I think it’s time for that to change. Just the other day I saw a woman across the restaurant with a hurt leg. Why didn’t I go over and offer to pray for her? I certainly thought about it, but chickened out. What if I had done it? What’s the worst that could happen? She could of rejected me, but she wouldn’t have really been rejecting me but God. She could of welcomed me and gotten saved. What if I missed God on this one by not offering to pray for her? What will I do next time?

One of the reasons the world rejects Christianity is because of Christians. We don’t live what we believe. Yes, we all sin (even though Jesus gave us victory over that and gives us the ability to say no, but that’s another conversation), but I don’t think it’s our sin that makes the world doubt. I think that if we as believers in Christ, really believed He was the only way to Heaven and without Him people go to Hell, why are we not out there trying to tell people with urgency? We have the answer and the way out of the burning building, yet we sit on the curb, watching the flames and people perishing. They see us being casual about it and don’t acknowledge the flames are even there!

But there’s that delicate balance of being evangelistic and being, well, off-putting. We have to know the Lord’s voice and be willing to speak when He says ‘speak’ and go when He says ‘go’. And stop worrying about what people might think of us and worry about where they’re going to spend eternity.

Yet, is it really that easy? Hm. Maybe it should be?

On another note… speaking of going… I’m headed back to Costa Rica in October!! Same people I was with last time, so that’s exciting! If you’re interested in supporting me and my team, each person has to raise $1,500. I have a PayPal account and my email is tammyk777@yahoo.com. Any help will be deeply appreciated! If you’re unable to give at this time and want to be on our prayer team, just email me and let me know!

One final thought… if you’ve read this and don’t know Jesus as your personal Lord and Savior, please, please, seriously consider Him. I would love to chat with you, my email is in the previous paragraph.

Blessings!!

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Beginning April 2018

Hello!!

Good news to report! I had an MRI of my brain and c-spine last month and there were no changes! My last one before that was 2 years ago and if I recall correctly there hadn’t been any changes on that one either… so about 4 years and no changes!! Yeah!! The MS isn’t progressing 🙂

All glory to God, of course, I have no real control over any of that. Managing stress and taking care of myself help, but I haven’t been the best at either of those lately, so I’m just going to give honor to God!

5k this weekend! Ready as I’m going to be, I guess. Been training, but not nearly as much as I had planned. A few dumpy days and a hurt back didn’t help. Neither did the weather. Nor the new blister I have on the bottom of my left big toe. But, hey, I’m not going to let any of that stop me. Just don’t expect much from me Saturday evening, I’ll be resting and recuperating!

6 1/2 weeks of school left! You can tell I’m ready for this part to be over, I’m already behind in an assignment! Ugh. Hope to catch up tomorrow night.

Planning a mission trip for late October 🙂 Lord willing, going back to Costa Rica!

Beside all that, not much going on. Well, a lot going on, just not much more to talk about!

Talk to you all again soon, the countdown to graduation continues, and I’ll let you know when I finish that 5k!

Beginning March 2017 – 10 years!

10 years! 10 years since I went on my first mission trip. So, it would seem due that I reminisce a little. What have I learned over the last decade? What has God shown me?

First, go! Second, trust! Third, pray! Not in that specific order though J Oh, and why? People!

Going to Mexico the first 3 trips was a no brainer for me. I was visiting a good friend of mine, and I didn’t even know they were considered mission trips. On those trips I was first introduced to a foreign culture, but could see how God was still the same. It was on the way home from the 3rd trip that I realized that doing just that: visiting established missionaries around the world to support and encourage them, was exactly what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. Of course I had no idea how that would all play out and really still don’t.

Scotland was my first trip over an ocean, and I knew no one. When preparing for this trip, I was struggling with my faith, I prayed the God would show Himself to me, and He did. He provided for the trip through avenues I wouldn’t have guessed and showed Himself powerful during the trip. I remember praying with a lady who I could barely understand (super thick Scottish accent) and I just asked God to interpret her tongue for me. He did! I prayed what I heard the Spirit leading and she was blessed. I found a happy place there – a place I visit in my mind when I need peace. In the hills where it’s green and the sheep wander. I was sitting on the hillside admiring God’s creation and thinking about Psalm 23.

Costa Rica was my first trip leading someone and taking her with me. It was a stretch, but at least I wasn’t leading her alone (we were with a group from Denver and Hawaii). The heat and humidity there kind of unnerved me. I wasn’t sure how the MS would be but God was so faithful! I took care of myself and everything went well. On this trip I learned more about the sex trafficking epidemic and that still breaks my heart.

West Africa was probably my favorite so far. 3 countries in 10 days, wow! The people were beautiful, inside and out. We did leadership training there and I learned how people around the world see Americans. Namely they see our tele-evangelists and try to mimic them. Ugh, heartbreaking. The message we shared, on top of our assignment, was to encourage them to be themselves. To let the Gospel shine through their culture, not to be like those they saw on TV. I found another happy-God peace place there on the shore watching the run rise over the Pacific.

China was a possibility the following year, but I wasn’t settled in my heart about it. So that is still on my ‘bucket list’!

Japan was the most recent trip. I visited the friend I had visited 9 years prior. Now she’s married and has two little girls. Japan opened my eyes to people. Because, besides the concrete, Japan is full of people! So few know about Jesus and it’s (also) heartbreaking. There’s so much depression and pressure to succeed, with no hope of eternity.

I have more of an idea of what I’m doing with my life since I started this journey. I’m pursuing my BS is Religion-Christian Counseling and planning on my Masters in Social Work after that. That will help me find resources and be a help and support to those whom I visit.

What’s next? Currently waiting on my new passport and not able to travel this year (new job). However, in 2018, Lord willing, I’m visiting friends in Valencia, Spain and Linz, Austria.

So, why missions? To spread the love of Jesus to the world. Why me? Why not? He called, I listened. Here I am Lord, send me. If He wants you to go, He’ll make a way. And forever change your heart in the process.

Oh, and I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis 10 years ago too. Had a couple rough spots on trips, but God was ever faithful. Don’t let anything stand in the way of what you know God has called you to!!!

Parting note: “For ‘Everyone who calls on the name on the Lord will be saved.’ But how can they call on Him to save them unless they believe in Him? And how can they believe in Him if they have never heard about Him? And how can they hear about Him unless someone tells them? And how will anyone go and tell them without being sent? That is why the Scriptures say, ‘How beautiful are the feet of messengers who bring good news!’” Romans 10:13-15 NLT.

Beginning of May 2016 #changes

Hi everyone!

So I definitely cannot say that my stress level is much lower (see last post for details).

First off, the place that I have worked at for 15 1/2 years is closing its doors 😦 The economy got the better of us. So I’m still there for a month or two to help selling/ship/inventory everything, but after that I got nothing so far. They are giving us severance packages that will keep me afloat for a while though.

Can’t say I’m all that surprised. Well, yeah I can. We expected a lay-off and probably a big one at that, but not a closure. Part of me is still in shock and numb, part is angry, and believe it or not, part of me is excited. I’m going to miss the place/company/friends from the plant, but I totally believe God has something amazing in store for me (and everyone else for that matter). It’ll be OK. Just have to take it one step at a time.

For now I’m not sure what I want to do or where God’s leading me. Career change? Maybe. Guess time will tell. The state of Missouri will pay for me to go back to school to learn a new trade if I want. Could be interesting, maybe something I could use on the mission field??

Besides that, getting ready to end the Spring semester of 2016 at Liberty. Then starting Summer right away. I’m looking at graduating at the end of 2017 or beginning of 2018.

I’ve been at risk for diabetes for years, and through gaining 30 pounds in a year, I recently crossed over the line to an official diagnoses. 😦 I desperately have to lose weight now. I don’t want to be like this anymore! My cholesterol numbers are really bad too, so the doctor is giving me 3 months to see what I can do with diet and exercise, then we’ll re-test. So I plan to religiously log my calories and walk at least 4 times a week for 30 minutes each. I might even look into joining a gym, like one of the $10/month ones, just so I can walk on a treadmill once the temps get too hot.

I’m leaving for Japan in 15 days! Yep, still going. Tickets and reservations were made well in advance of the closure announcement, so I’m trusting God that He had it all planned out. Which He did, of course! Still need a little more as far as fund-raising goes, so ask if you’re interested in supporting me.  Also room on my prayer team if you’re interested in that!

Well, lunch break is about over. I’ll talk to you all again soon!

Late January 2016

OK, who stole January? Wasn’t it just the day before Christmas??

Speaking of, my Christmas was good. Kind of low-key this year, but still fun. Good times with family and friends as usual. Mike got me a vacuum, you know, since he’s so into them and wanted to make sure I got a good one. That was sweet of him.  Don’t worry, I actually wanted that for a present 😉

The break from school was nice, but now we’re back at it. Earned a B in my Psych class and now taking English 102. I hate writing papers, but hopefully this will help. I took Eng. 102 at the local community college a little while back, but the credit didn’t transfer. Oh well, it’s certainly an area I need to work on anyway. I learned A LOT at the community college, so I don’t regret that.

I started taking a class called Perspectives also. This class is actually live and isn’t a part of the university program. It is a class that helps one learn about Christian missions. The history and all that of it. I missed a couple of weeks because of a funeral/memorial and another engagement, but looking forward to diving back in this week.

I’m, hopefully, going to Japan in May! I’m going to visit a friend of mine and her family and serve them and their vision however they need me. Will start fund-raising soon, tickets to/from Japan are expensive! God will provide a way though, assuming it’s in His will of course.

I know that in my last post I talked about the depression coming back. Things are better. Just talking about it helps. I’ve had time with family and friends, we’re past the holidays, I’ve spent more time in prayer and quiet time with God, and did some soul-searching. Not saying things are great yet, but on the road to feeling better.

I preached again this past weekend. I gave my testimony and talked about salvation, the baptism of the Holy Spirit, and healing. A bunch of people came up after and got prayer, 2 of which got prayer for healing and said they could tell something was happening!! Also, 1 guy told me after that he prayed for salvation!! Whoo hoo! Go God! If you’d like to listen to my story, you can here.

So, my birthday is tomorrow (Friday)! Mike’s taking me to a  steakhouse that I love for dinner. We had dinner at my parents this past weekend too. Not making a big deal out of it, just another year older.

It’s been an interesting year! Met and fell in love with Mike, broke up, started dating again. My brother got married! Was overcoming a MS flare at the beginning of the year, but it went away. Unfortunately, my mom had a heart attack and dad’s health has gotten worse. It was definitely an up and down year. Learned a lot, count my blessings more. Praying for my family more too. That’s the short version of my 36th year anyway.

Good things coming in my 37th! Growing closer to God and sharing the Gospel message of Christ more, credit card debt will be paid off, house will be sold and closed, going on a mission to Japan, more schooling, weight loss, life in an apartment, more art, some other possible traveling, etc…. I’ll write as often as I can and let you all know how it all goes!

Blessings!!

End of May 2015

It’s feels like a while since I’ve written. I posted recently my support letter for the China mission trip though. Not a lot of response yet, but we’ve got time.

Mike and I have been dining out at some really nice places and eating some really nice food. Unfortunately we’re starting to show the consequences of all those calories. I signed up for eMeals today to help get ideas for dinners, and I’m soliciting advice from friends and family. Silly, but I went to culinary school and love to cook, but meal planning is not something I know much of anything about. I’ve cooked some stuff for Mike already, and he says he really likes my food, so that’s good.

I need to start exercising more though. I like walking, but with the Midwest heat drawing near, that gets a little tricky. I cannot handle the heat with the MS. Not only do I have visual impairment, I also get fatigued very easily. Guess we could start walking around some malls. Trick there is to not eat and shop too much while there. I’ve tried workout videos but have a hard time getting into them and dedicating myself. I’d join a gym if there was one closer and it fit in the budget.

Speaking of budget… I crunched some numbers today and have pay-off dates for all my credit card debt!! Let the countdowns begin! I don’t want to confess how long this is going to take on here, but just know I have a plan and an end in sight. So excited!

My baby cousin is getting married in 23 days! So excited for her. The bridal shower is this Saturday, already got her gift, just have to wrap it. Look at me not totally waiting until the last-minute, you know, like I usually do!!

School’s going well. GPA is now 3.4, which I’d really like it to be 3.5 or higher. Current class is intro to counseling and I’m liking it so far. Should be able to pull of an A, no lower than a B. This is the intro class into my major, good thing I’m liking it 🙂

Had a sleep study done last week. No results yet though. I snore pretty bad but didn’t warrant a CPAP that night. Maybe will after the docs look over the test results. Hopefully I’ll hear something soon, so I can sleep better.

Hard to believe that I’ll be in China in just 4 months! I’m really excited for this trip! If you’re interested in helping with the cost, or being a part of my prayer team, just check out the post before this one for more info.

Well, I should go make dinner and study some. Hope you all are well!!

#Missiontrip 2015 #fundraising

If I were to auction off a 1 week hotel/resort stay any where to help raise money for my mission trip to China, would anyone be interested? You’d be responsible for getting yourself there, but the hotel/resort would be free. Thoughts???

Support letters are going in the mailbox today!

Support Letter

Dear friends and family,

I’m going to China!!

I’m joining a team of about eight to host a missionary encouragement conference in NE China. We will also visit a special needs foster home in order to love on and pray over some babies. We will be there for 10 days at the end of September 2015.

The approximate cost of the trip is $2,500.00. I am looking and praying for financial partners. If you can help in any way, it will be greatly appreciated! Tax deductible donations can be given by checks made out to New Voice Church and sent or given to me (I need to turn them all in at once). Please note “Tammy – China” in the memo field. You can also give online through PayPal by clicking “Donate” on the website http://www.commissionexpeditions.org/payment. Be sure to note my name as the team member for whom you are donating. All fundraising should be turned in no later than July 15th, please.

I also need prayer partners! Please let me know if you are willing to pray for us. I will give you more details regarding our team so you can keep us in strategic prayer. Please let me know ASAP if you’d like to be on this team.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this letter and for considering helping me to fulfill this calling in my life.

Of course I will gladly share pictures when I return 🙂

Be blessed as you participate in the Great Commission to make disciples of all nations!

 

In His love,

Tammy K

 

“But how can they call on Him (Jesus) to save them unless they believe in Him? And how can they believe in Him if they have never heard about Him? And how can they hear about Him unless someone tells them? And how will anyone go and tell them without being sent?” Romans 10:14-15 NLT

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